Have you met… Kordapia?

When I was younger and had more idle time, I would write songs, poems and even stories on my PC or in an old notebook. But now, I only get to write them in my head. They stay there until time just takes it away with my youth (LOL).

Having the grown-up schedule I have, doing chores and going to work, and going to bed to let time pass before tomorrow comes, I wanted to make life a little more worthwhile by indulging into the activities which I used to do to calm myself. To de-stress.

I came up with an idea to put myself in a different light. To make myself into a comic character. To challenge myself into sharing significant aspects of my life and squeezing them into a 3-panelled comic strip.

Tonight I introduce you to my creation. Shanita Chikita Bonita y Kordapia. May you enjoy reading about her, or at least just amuse yourselves by looking at all those pretty colors.

Leave comments if you like, but please don’t be mean :)

People and The Rain

This morning as I switched on the radio, the dj was reading a text message from one of her avid listeners. She read, “If you only counted on the sun to be happy, then maybe no one’s ever told you about dancing in the rain.” Wow, I thought, what a nice thought to get one to start the day.

It was raining when I woke up, the first thing I thought of was, I hope today I could sleep in just for a bit longer. But of course I couldn’t. I have work today and there’s a lot I have to do. One is I have to hand-in my resignation and two is start my review.

I used to hate the rain. Hate as in, if I woke up and it was raining, I would find no point in getting up at all. I just want the day to go by hoping that the nest would be a bright and sunny one.

I would also worry about how it soiled my jeans and my shoes, having to commute was very much of a hassle when it rained. Holding all your stuff and an umbrella while walking slowly to your destination, just so your umbrella (ela ela ey) won’t be blown away by the wind and so that the mud won’t get “sprinkled” at the back of your jeans.

The transition from absolutely abhorring the rain to actually loving in came slowly and quite pleasantly. Kyle loves the rain. He loves staying at home or even working when it rains. He loves how cool it is and how drowned out the sun is when it rains. My two friends since kindergarten both love the rain. Ruby, always thought of having ice cream despite her being lactose-intolerant when it rained. Sheila loves the rain. Even when we were kids. I remember I used to like it when it rained heavily and I didn’t have to do my laundry then. My cousins and I would run around our garden bathing in the rain. That was the only memory of me loving the rain, for a long time. Not since Kyle has unconsciously convinced me into thinking that the rain’s not all that bad :-)

A day before Kyle and I became boyfriend and girlfriend, (we were still in high school) we went to their school’s sports fest being held in Abellana. We drove around looking for a parking spot and traffic was so heavy that time, he wanted to find a parking spot closest to the Sports Complex. The best we could get was about a few blocks away. We were walking on our way to the sports complex when it started to drizzle. He was worried about me, but he didn’t know that I didn’t mind being in the rain because he was with me.

Almost a month ago, June 23rd, we had dinner at Acqua in Shangrila Mactan. It was raining really hard when we were on our way from the parking lot to the resto. I didn’t mind at all because I was delighted to be there having dinner with him in the restaurant somewhere near the beach. Again, Kyle was worried because he knew how I felt about the rain. He was planning to stay have one of the tables outside but I wanted the one inside because there were fewer people there. We ate had dinner and we talked and laughed. We had such a pleasant day before that evening and it was even getting better that night. After a lot of good laughs I almost always found myself telling him “Hay Kyle you always make me so happy.” Then he would always smile back at me and not say a word. That look he gives makes me feel very happy inside. The rain continued to pour and I was looking out the window and looking at the rain. Staring outside I blurted out “Kyle I hate how you’re seated all the way there (across the table) I wish you could move your chair closer to me but I’m afraid we would be blocking the way. Then, Kyle stood up from his chair walked over to me and said, “Shant, I’ve been waiting for the right time to say this and I think that time is now.” He got on his knee, holding out a ring he said “Shant, will you marry me?” I was crying and tears kept streaming down my face. I knew we were planning to get married but by golly! Having things done this way is far more… flattering :-) I was so happy I couldn’t say a word I just kept smiling and I didn’t want to have kneel there for so long so I kissed him and said yes while nodding my head in a little short for a head bang manner.

As we left the restaurant, the waiters and waitresses were all smiles. I still haven’t stopped smiling then. The rain still kept on pouring. But I was the happiest girl alive! We stayed in the lobby waiting for the rain to slow down. He got an umbrella from the concierge and went to off to pick up the car leaving me at the entrance still smiling, but looking down on my feet. All soiled and wet. Ruining my open-toed sandals. But I was still all smiles. Then his car came around to pick me up. He told me it was good thing he left me there to wait. The parking lot’s water was up to here (ngye you can’t see). My feet were getting wrinkled, my sandals were soaking wet, my pants were drenched too, but my finger was iced! ;-)

On a night like that, nothing would have ruined it, even the rain. In fact, the rain made it even more special.

:-)

 

“Do The Shuffle!”

Just for the sake of it. And partly because tweedle dee asked me to, LOL no I’m doing this for the sake of fun hehehe :-D

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle mode.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY? Ever After by Bonnie Bailey

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? Wonderwall by Oasis

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? You Can Do It by No Doubt

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? I’m In Love With You by Imogen Heap

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE? Come Around by Rhett Miller

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? Maybe You’re Gone by Binocular

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Holiday By Green Day

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS? Baby Be Mine by LFO

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? I Alone By Live

WHAT IS 2+2? California by Phantom Planet

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? Adia by Sarah Mclachlan

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? You Should Be Here by Raphael Saadiq

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? Give Me A Reason To Love You by Portishead

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? Sexy Love by Ne-Yo

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? You Oughta Know by Alanis Morisette

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? Love On The Run by Chicane

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? First of the Month by Bone Thugs n Harmony

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? More Than This by 10,000 Maniacs

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? Are You In by Incubus

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? Give Me A Reason by The Corrs

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? Oye Mi Canto by N.O.R.E.

WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOST? Kiss The Rain by Billie Myers

LOL.

Back at Ya

Karma

Do not do unto others what you don’t want others to do unto you

What goes around comes around

Do you ever wonder why there are so many miserable people in this world? Sometimes, I think it is because of how people have treated them in the past. There are a lot of nice people who always have good intentions but are treated rather unfairly. Things like this can change people, especially when people are treated the wrong way when they were just kids.

A lot of successful people got to where they are sort of as a come back to all those who didn’t treat them well in the past. They can either be really nice people who remember to treat their subordinates real well because they don’t want them to feel what they felt in the past, or they can be mean to their subordinates as a way of getting back at the world.

Everything we do affects others. We should try as much as possible to treat others well even when you really don’t want to. Doing something good to others does give a certain high, and it somehow also is contagious. If only things were as simple as the movie “Pay It Forward.” But wait, the kid did die in the end, right?

Anyway, what I’m trying to say is, be good because things do have a way of getting back at you.

Luck

I learned something quite valuable this weekend.

(Good) Luck is something I don’t have very much of.

:-)

Undoubtedly Relevant

I love this song. I heard this song for the first time a long time ago. A very close friend of mine re-introduced the song to me and I loved it even more.

My lovey is going away again, and I can’t help but find yet another song that suits the ocassion.

The song I find most conducive is this. A song by one of my favorite artists and composers, Tori Amos.

Sleeps With Butterflies

airplanes
take you away again
are you flying above where we live
then i look up, a glare in my eyes
are you having regrets about last night
i’m not, but i like rivers that
rush in
so then i dove in
is there trouble ahead for you, the acrobat
i won’t push you, unless you have a net

you say the word you know i will find you
or if you need some time i don’t mind
i don’t hold on to the tail of your kite
i’m not like the girls that you’ve known
but i believe i’m worth coming home to
kiss away night
this girl only sleeps with butterflies
with butterflies
so go on and fly then, boy

balloons look good from on the ground
i fear with pins and needles around
we may fall then stumble upon a carousel
it could take us anywhere

you say the word you know i will find you
or if you need some time i don’t mind
i don’t hold on to the tail of your kite
i’m not like the girls that you’ve known
but i believe i’m worth coming home to
kiss her, waiting by this girl
this girl

you say the word you know i will find you
or if you need some time i don’t mind
i don’t hold onto the tail of your kite
i’m not like the girls that you’ve known
but i believe i’m worth coming home to
kiss away night
this girl only sleeps with butterflies
with butterflies
with butterflies
so go on and fly boy

You’re gonna have to eventually anyway

I borrowed this line from Alanis Morisette’s song.

I certainly have a lot to write about but I still can’t quite put them into paragraphs. To be honest, it would be so much easier to come up with a poem or a song.

So I’m not going to sound too serious.

To describe how I feel now, here’s a line I came up with this afternoon.

All the world’s a stage(from Shakespeare) and I have stage fright!

Weird but true, but heck it’s weird!

Hehe I was just wondering, because before, you only hear shanta in India.But now this “name” keeps popping out from all over, it’s crazy! But it’s cool, I just hope it’s not just a fad.

I heard Johnny Depp’s filming a movie entitled “Shantaram”. It’s about a director with bestselling films. There’s this new village that’s named “kiShanta. My bestfriend in high school says it’s a really nice place and that she hopes to get a place there one day. And there’s also a spa named “Shanta.

In case you’re wondering, shanta is a Hindu word that means peace. I think that is what everyone is looking for now in this high tech digital shimoflimoglobin world. Peace is something everyone’s working so hard for.

We pay loads of cash to get to a spa, for an hour of what? Yes, you guessed it, peace. Almost everyone works their butts off to attain peace. The kind of peace that only lasts so long. It’s so oddly temporary, maybe that kind of peace isn’t really the ultimate thing. Once you step out of the spa, the thought of work comes rushing in on you and stress you out. Next thing you know, you are just so tired you go straight to bed.

You know what the funny thing is, peace is for everybody. Not just for those who go to the spa. You don’t have to be in a spa for peace and quiet. You can stay right there in your seat and feel extremely peaceful. You can find peace within yourself. Call it yoga or whatever. Truth is, you can find peace within yourself and without the help of instructors. Contemplative prayer, the cheapest way to find peace. If you’re not comfortable praying that way, just try sitting in a corner with your eyes closed. In a few minutes, you will find that you are snoring. Now that kind of peace my friend, is priceless!(joke)

But seriously, praying helps. It does. It works for me :)