Today is a non-working day. I’ll be spending it like the past two days. Staring at the computer doing whatever I can come up with. In the past few months, the net has given me life to some extent. This is due to being in a long distance relationship like I’ve always had. I’m not loving the predicament we are in, in any way, but I love how Kyle and I have dealt with it for the past years.
Kyle and I chat in the morning and in the evening. The time difference has become 12 hours from the 13 hours because of the daylight savings time. We talked about a lot of things we couldn’t really discuss merely through email because of the facial expressions and intonations I so badly need when I’m trying to explain something. I have to be so animated specially when something ticks me off.
Among the many things that piss me off is either of us getting disconnected. There’s this guy in their hotel that hoards the bandwidth. Anyway, because of this, our calls get cut off every so often so we have to call each other up over and over. The problem is on his end.. because of the “hoarder”. Every time, either of us gets unexpectedly disconnected, the video freezes. Last night, I got this one in a million shot that reminded me why Kyle and I are who we are when we are together. Or even when we just text or stare at each other through webcam LOL. He was laughing and I miss the times we would laugh at jokes only he and I can relate to. I become a different person when both of us are together. I cannot imagine being that person with anybody else. It is something very special that we share.
I pressed the print screen button and had to save the shot. I miss him and I would give anything in this world to be able to make him laugh like this till our last sunset.
